it's been... so long.. since i last posted. i know. and tons of things happened during this period. i'm lost. so much so that i cannot remember how i was like last time. fuck sia. really fucked up. i had so much to say the past few days. but right now. i'm speechless again. i'm all alone at home for tonight. lol loll.. how pathetic. been soaking myself in games and all. my exams are killing me. maybe it's results that will kill me. not the exam itself.
life has been so weird. realli realli weird. weird to the point that i dunno how to live the life anymore. everything seems so strange to me. i really have no idea what to do now. it sucks. sucks!!!
i know , i grown fat, uglier. no body want me. including you. but it's okay. i shall juz be alone. live in my memories that are lost....................